With a lot of the events that have taken place in my life lately, yes if you are wondering, "love life,” I feel like this is an issue I have a lot of trouble dealing with. Sometimes it seems like I can never let go of something I have held onto for so long even if I want to. People change. Sometimes for the good, but other times for the bad. Right now all I can see is bad. I'm really guilty of being pessimistic instead of looking at the glass half full. I wish I could trust people but sometimes I feel like I am the only person I can or will ever be able to rely on. Like am I ever going to meet my Prince Charming, or am I going to be single for the rest of my life? Then something hits me. God. Wow the most important person in my life who has never failed me and i'm down here complaining and worrying about people who obviously could care less about my feelings or heart. I've realized you have to give God the pen. I've been reading on and off, really just need to finish it, this book called, When God Writes Your Love Story, by Eric and Leslie Ludy. They have to have the most intimate, religious, fun, energetic, spontaneous relationship with God and not to mention their marriage. Reading this book has totally opened my eyes and has changed my outlook on relationships. I need to get mine right and steady with God before I ever start one with another person. All together I have learned I can TRUST my Lord and Savior and that is all that matters. This book is a must read and i really encourage you to purchase it! xoxo Kenzie
